"Oh shut up. What is the difference in your life now as apposed to when you were in that relationship? How could you be lonly if your position is not different? You were then-right the fuck where you are now. You were miles away from her and the only interaction between you two was on the phone, in which you just argued. ALL THE TIME.... So, what IS the difference now? You're not arguing with someone? So let me get this straight, you're suddenly free of arguing over idiotic things and now have the chane to have sex with someone that isn't yourself(Because your lover was VERY far away) and you're lonely? I'm pretty fucking sure that the only reason you don't have someone new already is that you're being so fucking "melodramatic, teen, and angsty" as you put it. This is the longest time you spent without a girl since, like, middlescool and shit. stop being such a little bitch and rationalize your thoughts like you always did. Get the fuck up right now and go get you some

You're such a goth with you're suicidal bullshit. What's next? Gothic poetry? "My soul is a dark void of despair and my eyes bleed bloody tears of blood and meloncholy blah blah blah I wear black blah blah blah"

Good nostalgia reference by the way"

~Ray